Brandi and the Terrible, Horrible, No Good, Very Bad Day.

hi. I'm Brandi
... and I get really irritated really easy when I have bad days.
actually that's a lie; I get really irritated really easy when I'm crabby, which happens more often than just 'bad days'.

but today was a bad day. actually a very bad day. (see title)
And since it was a very bad day, I got really irritated a lot. For example today I got really irritated/upset when;

-I got into an argument with both my mom AND step mom about money (actually this is what started the bad day, it's so awesome being poor)

-I didn't get a scholarship I really could have used for traveling abroad

-I was really stupid last night and forgot to put my car back and got a ticket this morning

-realized again how poor I was

-went to Whoa! practice and totally guessed that I was going to be cast as an 'emo' in the beginning of the show, being high school themed, after said person already cast me as a 'goth; in something else.
CAN PEOPLE JUST GET OVER THE FACT THAT MY HAIR IS RED AND I HAVE FACIAL PIERCINGS!? THIS ISN'T JUNIOR HIGH. GET OVER IT.

-I came back from Whoa! and my roommate was already asleep but didn't tell me or try and leave a light on so then I felt really bad for opening the door/talking on the phone loudly. I really wish she would have text me and let me know that she was going to bed. I don't think it's really that difficult.

These are just the ones I can remember as of now. Really I'm just done with school and I think this birth control is still making my emotions wonky. I'm super sick of almost everyone here. I really just want to be at home. But not really at home, because I don't want to deal with my mom. But like in my own space. Far away from everyone else. Also, being really irritated makes me want to cry which is the worst thing for me.

I think that's it. I'm going to go do my homework. Yes at 1130.